Curse you Midterms

Ok first of all the number one reason I am blogging right now is because I just get so frustrated by the thinking that people can take advantage of me.
Does it really look like I can just be stepped on?
Why do you feel the need to just take everything from me?
I am so aware of your doings,I know you are very aware of it to.
So why do I let people get away with it?
Even If I do something about it, I tend to always be gained up on.
Do you think its possible that a person just has this look about them. The look of the girl with no back bone? 
I Hope and Pray I am not one of those people. I want to be confident enough to stick up for myself. I want to let people know they cant mess with me.
Maybe I am to nice?
Maybe I am scared of rejection?
Scared of losing my so called friends?
losing connections to the social world?
I know that this  might not make sense to some people but believe me. It gets old when you think the only reason some people are your friends is so they take advantage of you. But then there is a part of you who thinks that they really are a good friend.  Ahhh so conflicted.
Yes life is complicated, Lets just say Maybe I need to stop worrying about impressing people and get to the point. ITS MY LIFE, and DONT USE ME.

Another complaint for the day:
When people post everything on facebook. EVERYTHING. Ok Im not saying that I am not an avid facebooker, lets get real I am obsessed with facebook.  but really people. YA YOU.
Great example that I literally saw 2 seconds ago:

OMG ELDER (SO AND SO)  I JUST GOT A LETTER FROM  YOU.... AHHHH I KNEW YOU MISSED ME....... latte Frekin Dah

Really. NO ONE CARES... Your just trying to show everyone that he wrote you letter. Ya like I said COOL, No One Cares. He wrote me too BIG DEAL.

Anyways there are my Complaints for today!!!!
Lets just hope I am in a better mood next time I blog.
Curse you Midterms. 

Peace and Blessings
RY

My Birthday Wishes

Holla Freak-in Balla, Its My Birthday week and In Honors of  this special occasion I must make my yearly birthday wish. So Here is to the last week of being a Teenager!

1. YEP You caught me. I want some Lacey Toms. Uhhh so Perfect for Summer and so perfect for Me!!!





                


2. Since we are on the topic of Shows. Lets add these to the List...
White SPERRYS uhh Yes please.


3. Next on this Wish List of mine is....

A BIKE! this would be very convenient in the summer as well!!!

 4. GIFT CARDS TO ANY OF THE FOLLOWING:
-Target- Koles- Forever 21- Old Navy- Anywhere that has to do with lots of clothes. Oh and My favorite SOPHORA

5. Probably one of the best Wishes I can think of and Really want t
he Most is to go to EUROPE Or on the MESA AMerica Tour with the SChool Uhh I would die.







 

6.I Want this to Bad! my Phone is falling apart. I WISH I could afford this!!!






   



THIS LIST WILL BE GROWING OVER THE WEEK!!!