Friday, February 24, 2012

Frustration leads to a breakdown!

As I sit here in frustration to my problem I am currently facing. I couldn't think of any other way to express myself Then to write this post. I felt like I cant post it on facebook because Honestly I don't want the Whole World to know( Maybe 3 people will actually read this post)  and because I don't want to be one of those annoying high school girls who is constantly complaining about their drama!!! Ok So I think I have an exception   to this complaint. I Honestly feel like I cant escape this one. This goes out to you know who. As much as I love you and always will. and I'm truly blessed to have you in my life. There is one thing that is really hurting me. I sometimes wish that we lived in a drama- free world. and Everyone was treated fair. Ya Ya Ya dosent everyone wish that. and Of course who am I kidding, Not possible?  But I honestly think that we should strive to be as fair to others as we can.
Next Issue I am facing. Have you ever had a best friend hate someone so deeply and its like they expect you to hate them to. Ya tell me about it. Its like I am always going to be on your side of course, and I am always going to have  your back no matter what. But Why do I  have to hate them too. if I even say Hi to that person or even smile at them. Its like I am betraying you in some way? I don't understand this. I mean I guess I might just have a different personality or a different perspective on things. But I hate going through all the trouble just to hate someone because you hate them. I understand if they have betrayed you in some way. Ya its hard. But why hold Grudges. Why let it bother you so much, that you let it become between the people you love most. Is it really worth it?

 Uhhhh anyways this is the least of my worries and troubles. Just trying to stay positive and happy day by day!!! 49 days

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